this is one of my personal favorites. reeks of sweet misery, doesn't it? this was written when i found myself falling in love with a fling, against my best intentions.

months and months later after this was written, we're both now in a relationship. it's funny how things like that work out.

this poem was liked by quite a flattering amount of people. i guess we've all felt this way, haven't we?



falling


fall on me.


i love how the rain heals me.


fall and remind me


that everything falls


and falls


and


falls.


and even though this rain will shatter against this unforgiving and cold ground


remind me


that falling this beautiful and free and impulsive and unscathed and strong and shivering falling


will overwhelm me.

but even now, i can see this cold ground staring up at me, crooked white lines maliciously forming into a smile. the promised pain is made of jagged street lights and cruel gutters. and the rain can't fall hard enough to drown the pain.


i will remember.

even when i'm left panting, bleeding and crying against this black pavement. i will remember the falling.

fall on me.